印尼服務心得 2 by Mei-mei

　　一整夜沒睡只是等待著凌晨集合的時間，總覺得一切似乎還沒做好完全的準備就要出發了。心裡面不敢有太多的期待與興奮，希望用最平常的心情迎接接下來每一天的到來。看著整團人員堆積如山的行李，心裡頓時覺得這一次的使命並不簡單。時時刻刻提醒自己要保持一顆服務的心，並且虛心學習每一件事物。

　　不論是亞齊大學的四位夥伴、白象大學Pelita成員及三個工作坊的老師與學生們，彼此都因為一開始的陌生而顯得非常拘束，沒有人知道接下來朝夕相處的日子裡會砰出甚麼樣的火
花。人與人之間的相處總是需要一段時間的磨合才能夠更深入的了解彼此及相互體諒。我們用最誠懇、最簡單的方式相互交流，好奇的詢問關於彼此的文化背景及用最簡單的肢體語言「笑容」來傳達彼此的心意。這是最簡單也是最難的習題，不過我們卻樂此不疲而逐漸建立非一般的情誼。

　　身在異鄉生病的滋味是甚麼樣的感覺呢？對我而言，那是滿滿的感動。

　　絞痛的胃侵蝕著五臟六腑、上吐下瀉的那個晚上，心疼的感覺遠遠勝過身體承受的痛楚。左手背插著點滴管，右手留下三個針管的小洞口，因為對藥物過敏雙眼開始發癢、紅腫到無法睜開，或許是不想讓我看見在我眼前每一個為我擔心、焦急的人愁眉苦臉的樣子吧？心疼著為我奔波勞累的Pelita成員、Unsiyah夥伴還有E-mate團員。看著一群人躺在醫院病房的地板上，睡得不安穩…一個人病倒了卻讓所有人一起受罪，這是錯誤的懲罰。短短十幾天建立的感情，有時候用言語沒辦法表達和傳遞，但是行動卻能夠證明一切而且勝過千言萬語。漫長的一個晚上折騰了所有人，我愧疚於無能為力也無從制止這樣的事情發生。

　　這一切不是簡單一句「謝謝」就可以完全表達的。

　　一直以來，我都覺得世界很奇妙，人與人之間的相識與相處更是奧妙。我深信「人生都是從『離開』重新開始」的。每一次的「離開」都帶給我許多的意義以及溢滿的回憶。雖說是去當志工，去為當地人服務…但是從他們身上我學習到更多更多，他們也一直在為我們奔波勞累。人生的經驗不就是這樣傳承的嗎？相互學習、相互勉勵、相互分享…更重要的是相互珍惜。

我珍惜在這趟旅程中與每一個人的相遇與相識；

我珍惜在這趟旅程中學習到的相處和體諒模式；

我珍惜在這趟旅途中彼此共同建立的美好回憶…

「離開的悲傷」是為了下一次「重逢的喜悅」而存在的。不是嗎？

我期待著，在不久的將來我們帶著滿滿的喜悅重逢。

I have not slept just in order to wait for assembling time of the daybreak the whole night. Always think it seems everything has not done complete planning to depart well yet. Do not dare to have too much expecting and excited inside the heart, hope to meet every day’s arrival with the most usual mood. Seeing a mountainous pile of baggage of personnel of whole group, think the mission this time is rather complicated immediately in my heart. Remind myself want and keep one a drop of service hearts and modest constantly.

No matter inferior four partners of the Unsyiah, Pelita member and the teacher and participants of the workshop, we seem very constrained because the first meet with each other. Nobody knows what will happen next that connecting the life together from morning to night. A deep mutual respect and understanding developed between us in time. Smile and speech are the faster method of communication between people. It is possible to draw a parallel between their experience and ours. In addition, trust is the magic ingredient in our relationship.

What kind of feeling is it the body falls ill in the strange land? As to me, that is a great touching.

The viscera of the angina on vomit by one that down and rush down by on the night. The delicacy of my health alarmed all of group member. I was deeply touched by tired that the members rush about for me. The left back of the hand has and intravenous drip, the right hand has been injected three needles. I have an allergic reaction to some drug; my eyes are raised red and swollen and could not keep my eyes open. See our member lie on the floor of the sickroom of the hospital without sleeping smoothly and steadily, I felt ashamed and regretful very much to them. A person fall ill letting a group of endure hardships together this is a wrong punished. The relationship set up in ten a few days, but all of they done for me is all surpass the thousands and thousands of words. This no just to say once thank you in sentencing expressing I grateful completely. That night is stamped indelibly on my memory.

All the time, I feel that it is very wonderful in the world, the relationship between people to get along with more profound. I believe that ‘life all begin again from leaving’. Every nook and cranny of that place brought back memories and the photographs brought back many pleasant memories too. Although go as the will worker serve local person but I learn a lot and get more from them. Learning, encouraging and sharing from each other, the most important is mutual treasure because our relationship was based on mutual dependence. I treasure our friendship very much.

I treasure it with the meeting and knowing of everybody in this journey very much.

I treasure in the journey studying reaching get along with the way very much.

I treasure the common remembering beautifully each other in this journey very much.

It leaves to be though sad to have a reunion even more making people to be happy. It is not beyond the bounds of possibility that we’ll all meet again one day with whole smile. It was the perfect ending to the perfect journey.